Leandra was acutely aware, when she was brought to the field hospital that she should be working in it, not being a patient in it. Also that she wasn't the only patient. Edward was unscathed, but James wasn't, and that wasn't enough for a full tent to be erected with beds and stuff. Her mind was fuzzy, though, as she tried to think. They had given her ambrosia and nectar as much as they could, a light bandage on her leg until the actual healers could see it. Bandages to stop the bleeding from her flanks too. She couldn't breathe deeply without extreme pain, pain that seemed to describe her life right now.
All the girl wanted to do was be blissfully unaware of everything for a little while. Her mind felt overloaded and full, detached from what she should be thinking. Everything was vague, except for one thing, every time she closed her eyes, she saw herself being attacked by the hellhound. She pushed herself up on the cot, flooding herself with pain as she did, trying to get up. She wanted to be active, needed to be active, to be doing something. To be helping others. She couldn't just stay lying in the bed. Her mind couldn't take that. The idea of them being attacked again was too much, and she didn't have any weapons on her. Or her armor. She needed to get up and do something. Anything. But oh gods, her back and ribs.
All the girl wanted to do was be blissfully unaware of everything for a little while. Her mind felt overloaded and full, detached from what she should be thinking. Everything was vague, except for one thing, every time she closed her eyes, she saw herself being attacked by the hellhound. She pushed herself up on the cot, flooding herself with pain as she did, trying to get up. She wanted to be active, needed to be active, to be doing something. To be helping others. She couldn't just stay lying in the bed. Her mind couldn't take that. The idea of them being attacked again was too much, and she didn't have any weapons on her. Or her armor. She needed to get up and do something. Anything. But oh gods, her back and ribs.