trying to remember

Ash trod on the grass towards the hills, he felt a sloght breeze brush down his back as he came to the top of half blood hill, it felt peacefull here and welcome, unlike so many other places in camp. Turning to sit ash went through his thoughts trying to recollect them " I dont know how im going to do thos charlotte" ash said his voice hewvy with despair.

Charlotte trudged up the hill following Ash closely behind. " I don't know how my going to do this...but we will find out together." Charlotte sat down on the wet grass and put her hands behind her back. "So let's start with what you do remember...you remember seeing me in the forest and then everything that happened in your bunk but, see if you can push your memory before that."

He tried to think before that, but as he did he felt as if their was a barrier in his way. He pushed on it it to see if it would budge and it didnt event titlt, but something small escaped through " I remember talking..... I had been talking to some one, but they had left and I was alone...... wait whats that behind me" ash's body began to shake his eyelids closed a wave of hatred seemed to enter hik as he became angry " someone....... no something tried...." but as ash was about to say the answer as the winds had started to howl with a ferocity ussually not seen in these parts, he opened his eyes.... and then blinking once a look of confussion crossed his face as he looked towards charlotte "what did I say" he asked his voice quick and sore.

Charlotte held onto his hand as he began to shake. "You said that somebody was behind you and they were trying to do something to you. Can you push any farther?"

Ash tried once again but it brought pain behind his eyes "no......no I cant" he said this as if he had lost hope of remembering anything more..... or maybe it was becuase he did not want to remember anything more.

Charlotte nodded. "Mabye it will come back over time."

"Maybe.... but its not anymore" he sighed leaning closer to charlotte.

Charlotte sighed. "At least we tried."

"Im sorry I coupd not remember more" his voice was still sore but he felt something heavy on his shoulders lift off of hks shoulders " hey at least your here with me" he thought it was cheesy but it fit with the moment.
He smiled at charlotte with a glint in his eyes, he wanted her to know hiw he felt instead of knowing how parsnoid he was.

Charlotte smiled. "I'm happy to be here with you,"

He smiled at her then, he felt as if she was telling the truth so he put faith in her that she meant it, he grabbed her chin softly and brought her close, kissing her cheek he blushed lightly to the act he just performed "good..... becuase I like beng here with ypu to" his heart fluttered fast creating gusrlts of wind around them, he needed to lear to controll his power.

Charlotte blushed and looked down.

Ash saw a faint blushncross her face, he pulled her against him then wanting her to stay warm, he looked up over the hill out at the horizon.
It was halfway up into the sky and it had splayed its splendor across the hills of the skys (clouds) with a bright pink, perfect for the occasion he thoight as he lifted his finger to bring the wind to his command, he reached out with the wind to the nearest cloud, he though this might be overboard but he felt as if he needed to do it, he whipped the air around the cloud until its perfect pinl hued fram was in the shape of a heart " charlotte....library ok" he said this softly his voice ringing through the silent space around them, it echoed slightly and was replied to by both the whistling of the wind and of itself.
What a perfect moment ash thought.

Ooc: library?

Ooc: God dang it auto correct..., frick?

Ooc: what is it suppose to say lol

Ooc: thats thr thing I cant remember, maybe stay charlotte or go charlotte........dugh cant remember
Ash stood up silently as he wispped the winds around charlotte, he slowly rose of the ground lifting charlote as well "wanna dance" he said itt oddly manly but it seemed rather much, but the gloom in ash wasnto much he needed to do something to get ot off his mind.

Charlotte bite her lip and let out a deep sigh. "I can't dance."

"Then just go with the wind" he said this having the wind people pushing himself close to her, he grabbed her hand and pulled her close, he went to a slow seto step that went 123 step and repeat to the left then right, he tried go make her follow slowly, he did not want to rush her just make her feel like she could do it.

Charlotte grinned as she started to get the hand of it. "I think I got it." She smiled brightly and continued looking down at their feet.

"Good, now faster" he spinned them a little faster into the air setting the seto beyond normal, he twirled her and brought her close to him smiling he spome softly to her " remember if you are ever lost speak to the wind and I will hear it" with that he brpught themm tp the ground softly, he stil felt lost although... he could not remdmber who he had been two years ago, but it felt as if all this time he had been waiting for charlotte and know he needed nothing more, in the back of his mind he felt the forebodding feeling though scrathing at his thpughts infecting them wkth chaos and Insanity.

Charlotte smiled as her toes touched the ground once again. "I'll remember." She nodded and kissed his nose.

He blushed slightly as she did a act of affection, it made him feel giddy on the inside, like he was only one on the planet with her.
of Course this type of thinking is ridiculous but when you can fly you don't start heading off for logic.

"Do you want to try remembering again?" Charlotte held his hand softly.

He blushed slightly but tryed to hid his emotions, why did his emotions flow so wellnwhen he was with her, he looked charlotte in the eyes and his his eyes seemed to go fuzzy. Odd he thought as it went away " what do..yoi mean again, do yoi want another dance... or a ...... ahh screw it" he grabbed her close to him, his heart racing he inhaled and the air around them seemed to come towards them, he exhaled and it spread from them "when im around you charlotte I can finnally just let go.... its so much easier" he tried to explain to her but she had this way of shutting him up sometimes. Maybe this one of those times.