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I watched my mother die. She told me to stay upstairs, to protect my sister as four men broke through the door, gun muzzles trained on her. They didn't say a word. I saw her last hitch of breath, a spray of bullets piercings through her chest and stomach, ripping through her clothes into the sofa, the desk, the wall. It's weird, to think of how much blood is in the human body; I don't think you truly understand just how much someone can bleed until it all comes pouring out.
Everything after is fuzzy. They stormed the staircase, hands grabbing at my arms and shirt and legs, pulling me down. Something struck me, and everything after is sort of scattered memory. I remember feeling how hot my breath was in my mouth, hearing my chest take in and let out air. I tried to pace it, to hold on and look back, but I can't remember what I saw. It was a flurry of colors and shapes, distant shouting. A part of me doesn't want to remember, and all of me is terrified.
And then I ended up here, in this block of cement misery. From a crack in the wall comes a draft of dry, icy air that glances across my skin like the rags and tatters of what was once my shirt aren't even there. I think there might be some sort of engine or boiler above me, our only division a slab of rock where condensation seeps through and drips to the floor. When the machine wheezes to life overhead, its runoff collects in a pool of muddled brown toxins that I've found myself more and more tempted to drink with each passing minute, to soothe the burning itch in my throat, like thousands of papercuts lining the walls of my mouth, trailing down to my stomach. Everything is dry, I can't even muster the spit or strength to swallow.
Trying to speak seems like a painful and fruitless endeavor, so I haven't. Though, someone beckons me to. I've never met him before in my life; he's nothing more than skin and bones, with sunken in grey eyes and sickly white flesh draped in a cloth grey shirt. His hair is blonde and wispy--it almost glistens under the dull fluorescent fixture that illuminates our shared cell just barely. Everything here is devoid of color, which will probably include me in due time.
When I don't talk, he gives a crooked smile. He says his name is Jack, and that I'll get used to the cold quickly. He says that the shaking will stop, that the scrapes in my throat will numb. And, eventually, he says I'll forget about the others, my family. He says I have to, because that's the only way I'll survive.
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