It's been said many times that hospitals hear more earnest prayers than the inside if churches. For Leandra that had not been inaccurate. Once she had finished praying to recover, her prayers had turned in earnest towards Angerona, her mother, to take her anguish. Or at least release it some.
Everything, like always with her mother, it was all silence. "Hey, mom, it's me again. Still can't sleep. I know you said that the past was just memories, and feelings can't hurt you, but..." Leandra's voice cracked, and her eyes stung. It was hard for her to force the words. She didn't want to cry. Romans weren't weak. Romans hated weakness. Crying from self-pity and frustration was definitely weakness, but she didn't know how strong she actually was. Not as strong as Rome expected her to be. She wasn't. She focused her frustration to a less weak feeling. Anger. Anger Romans understood.
"But you don't understand! How could you?! You're a goddess! I'm fifteen, mom! Fifteen! I don't know how to handle everything!" Leandra snapped, yelling at the statue self-indulgently. She grabbed one of the oranges from the basket and threw it angrily. "I can't handle everything! And you fix men',s anguish! But where are you for me?! I can't... I just... I can't...