Nicci's Bunk

"From what?" I ask

"my dad" I say emotionless

I watch him and look down then thought of when I was loosing him hit me again. as it sent chills down my spine i began to cry "Screw" I muttered

"aw dont cry nicci! Im sorry" I kiss her on the cheek and hold her

"No my emotions are tied to memories. dont be sorry its my own fault" i tell him

"nothing is your fault!"

These are" I say showing my wrists I also take of my sandles reviling scars on my feet "so are these." And I show him the burn mark on my neck "and this" I say getting angry al over again

"I'm sorry don't get angry please baby"

I close my eyes and breath deeply "distract me please"

I kiss her

I am surprised but kiss him back my body relaxing

I smile still Kissing her

My eyes flutter and I pull away my arms still draped around him

"better now?" I say smiling

I sighed happily "Much better" I mumbled

"good" I said holding her very close

I cuddle up to him and close my eyes "Love you" I mumble into his chest

"love you too"

I smile and look up at him "What would I do twithout you?" I mutter

"I don't know" I say smiling

Ooc: I'm having a bad day :/

I giggle and put my head back down on his chest
ooc Oh no :/ PM me

I hold her close never wanting to let go

We take a nap together in each others arms

I wake up startled almost sitting up but remebering Than was asleep and relax looking at him He is so cute