I'm going insane

Im going insane, I truly believe so. I'm thinking much lately, about a subject I'm to young for, GIRLS. I try to switch my mind to queen but this face always comes back. Her face, not just a face, her face. That wonderful girl that changes my life forever. I miss her  when I'm awake, and dream of her when asleep. I wish she was with me always, at climbing, Canada, Africa, carnival, just somewhere alone. I miss her smile, her look, her personality. She drives my marbles out of my head, and doesn't replace them. Her eyes draw me closer, those hungry eyes, yet I don't k ow what they are hungry for. It could be me, or something about me, or both. I want to hold her, but does she want to hold me? I question my instinct, every time she speaks. One part says to kiss her the other says to hold and wait, but I have no clue at all. I wonder if I have these same effects on her, oh how I wonder. Now I know im rambling but that's a thing about being ADHD, at least to me it is. Ah but my other problems are a different matter entirely. So where was I? Oh yes, now I'm thinking bout her more and wish she wasn't so far away. I'm beginning to think of our happy times, our amazing happy, times. My mind races to the memory of our first kiss, the kiss when she said she was going to slap me, but didn't. I've known her for a short period of my life and already she's cost me my heart. I want to find her a gain and hold her close, never letting go, ever...

Oh how I miss her!
Oh how I want her!
I'm dying to see her again, and hopefully soon...

UNLESS... 

UNLESS WHAT...0.0

That would be part two....

Where IS part two? :P

Part two is coming soon :P