I'm not really sure how to write this, or what exactly I want to get across here. So I'm just gonna explicitly say what I'm think and hope that someone or multiple someones can make sense of it. Last night my best friend, Nick, killed himself. I would rather not go into the details and I would rather talk about others. I would rather let people know that this is not an extreme you should ever need to go to. This is the first time I have ever known some personally to have killed themselves, and I'm not sure what exactly what I'm feeling. But I know that I don't want this to have to happen to anyone. I wanted to post this here because a lot of people lose their way I think, and that's okay. Just know, that even though you might think no one is there for you, there is. There always is. Some people can be cruel and unfair. But there are always good people who care about you, and what happens to you. Whether it be a friend you've known your whole life, or a person you just met on the internet. I feel like I'm rambling and I'm not 100% sure if anyone will understand what I'm saying but I hope that people who lose their way know that there is someone there. And if you see someone show the warning signs, and I know this sounds stupid as f*ck but I'm dead serious, at least talk to them. It might make the world of a difference. I'm just going to stop here, and leave a quote that I've been think about all day. Yeah sure call me a nerd it's from a video game but it applies.
"Compromise. That's what everyone has insisted on. And so I have learnt it. But differently than most. I realize now that it will take time, that the road ahead is long and shrouded in darkness. It is a road which will not always take me where I wish to go - and I doubt I will live to see it end. But I will travel down it nonetheless. For at my side walks hope. In the face of all that insists I turn back, I carry on: this, this is my compromise.”
-Ratonhnhaké:ton
"Compromise. That's what everyone has insisted on. And so I have learnt it. But differently than most. I realize now that it will take time, that the road ahead is long and shrouded in darkness. It is a road which will not always take me where I wish to go - and I doubt I will live to see it end. But I will travel down it nonetheless. For at my side walks hope. In the face of all that insists I turn back, I carry on: this, this is my compromise.”
-Ratonhnhaké:ton
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