Bad wounds

"He...he overdosed on purpose. My hunches say that it was an attempt of suicide. No, he is not an addict." Rayni quickly said as she snapped the nose into place. She quickly wiped the blood and strapped the nose up in a cast. "Trevor should be perfectly fi---."

"You talk like I'm not even here." A conscious Trevor said solemnly, glaring a hole into the ceiling. "I'm alright, okay? Though I don't think you'd care, Amber. Hell, I could've been dead all this time, but you didn't even bother to see. I've been looking, though, and that's how I ended up in the woods. That's how my friend for two hours, mind you, stabbed herself to death. That's how I ended up in this bed. Y'know, the least you could've done was write a letter or something. Or just shout. Because I've been working my butt off to find you. Do you know why?" He looked her dead in the eye. "Because besides Malecai, you're the only person left who truly knows me. Everyone else is dead. I don't even know where I came from. I just needed someone there for me so I could tell fantasy from reality. But you weren't there, and neither was Malec---NOBODY!"

"AT LEAST YOU HAD SOMEONE TO GO TO!" Trevor yelled I'm a voice that seemed no longer his confident, soothing purr. He banged the side table with his strong fist and sent medical equipment flying, Rayni rushing to clean it up. "I rely on you, Amber, because maybe for once in my life I feel like I'm at least a little bit needed. But you don't need me, and it kills me! Your killing me! Oh, and Aaliyah? She was kidnapped and killed in Spain. I've not had any contact with her at all, so she was declared MIA. Everyone is dead!" Trevor banged his head back on the bed, nearly having a breakdown. His heart rate quickened. "I'm sorry if I expected you to be there---you know, like a bestfriend should. You are the reason suicide was my only option...is...never the mind. You wouldn't understand. I should just leave now, but 'Little Miss Southern Belle' is afraid to be left alone. Well maybe I'm afraid, too!" Tears ran down Trevor's face as he turned away. "I'm doing what I true friend would. I'm staying here for you. But once you don't want me, I'll be gone from this corrupted earth likethe spirit from which I was brought by." He meant Mason, only instead he wouldn't come back.

"Don't you DARE blame your depression, your miserable life on me! I didn't write to you, I didn't talk to you, I didn't look for you because I don't want you! I don't want you in my life!" I yelled. "Because you're just like all men- GOD DAMN PIGS! You see women as your property; as just god damn playthings!"

"Y'all wanna know where I was for a month? I was in the hospitals talking to [CENSORED] therapists because'a what happen' ta me down in Texas. Barely three days after my pa's funeral, ma best friend - I known that boy since we was three - I thought I could trust him, an' he stabs me in the back! I was at home, takin' care o' the horses an' thinkin' 'bout pa... And he comes along - I thought he was gonna console me - but you know what he does? My best friend in the world? I go away, an' I come back home, an' he's some sorta monster!" I cried. "I get back home an' he... he..." I trembled, not able to bring myself to say it... (OOC: Actually, I can't think of anything so... infer from it what you will. He probably tried to kill her or something, or rob her. Or maybe he killed her pa. I dunno) "An' the first chance I can to get away, I grabbed my pa's pistol an' I unloaded my gun into his face! I'll killed by best friend!" I cried, forcing the tears away. I was a strong, independent woman, and I was NOT about to cry in front of ANYONE. "I'll never forgive him for what he did to me... But I'll never forgive myself for what I did to him..." I choked.

"I-I'm sorry... Trevor... I'm sorry... I swear ta God, I never meant ta hurt ya... I never ever meant ta hurt ya... But I can't trust ya... And I can't ever trust myself. Please forgive me... because I'll never forgive m'self. Please... can't deal with that kind of pressure. It's already m' fault that pa's dead... that James' 's dead... Please don't blame me for your friend's death, and don't blame me for your suicide.

"Trevor... If ya want a constant... Go find Jesus... Become a monk... but don't... please... don't talk to me anymore," I said, and I got up. I stumbled into the back room, closed and locked the door, took some pain pills, put in some ear plugs, and in moments I was asleep.

"Amber... Amber! Come back! Honestly... you can't just run away like this! Come back and talk to him! Talk to me! Honestly...!" I sighed in frustration and sat down. I glared at Trevor, but there was a softness in my eyes. "You really didn't have any right to put all that pressure on her. She's really been through hell, y'know," I said softly.

OOC... Are you angry with me?

Ooc: No! Of course not, I just thought that it was time that Trevor truly reacts to waking up memory wiped in the back of a cab. I'm not mad (at you) at all!

Bic: Trevor covered his ears--yes, covered them--during her rant. He didn't want to hear it! He was just so lost and confused! And then there was this backstabber who had the absolute nerve to speak of someone else in the same context. Ugh, she just made Trevor sick, a natural headache in herself. OOOF COURSE, Trevor had no choice to go on liking her anyway. I mean, he felt that fluttering in his stomach that came right after she started yelling at him in that adorable voice. His heart soared when she stood up for herself. Face it. You like this girl -a lot- and you're going to be just how Malecai was. Instead of sympathy from his so-called little sister, Trevor received a slap in the face.

Rayni stood over him, hand raised. "Don't you ever....ever disrespect me in my facility again. Do you hear me? Ever. You have woken countless patients. You have destroyed medical products. You have angered me to the highest possible point of rage." Rayni's lip curled and she got In his face. "You of all people have the nerve to wake up actin' like a total fool. I don't care how depressed you are. Get out of this infirmary."

Rayni turned slowly to glare at Kat. "Do not tell me what to do! I have been pushed over the edge today. The last thing I need is for some wannabe pacifist to come to me trying to be a freaking peacekeeper. I did not come back to this cursed camp to be treated like trash." Rayni's body blurred as she turned to Trevor with her impossible speed. "Especially after I just saved your sorry *** from making the stupidest mistake on this earth!"

Trevor looked away again and glared at the ground. "Maybe I should be dead." He said loud enough for the sleeping Amber to hear, at least in her dream. "I'm a mistake. A glitch. I wasn't supposed to exist as my own person. I'm sorry, Amber. I'm sorry, Rayni, Kat. I'm sorry Malecai. I'm...I-I'm sorry Aaliyah. I'm so sorry." He choked, standing to his feet and closing the back of the gown.

Rayni threw down her rubber gloves and dashed out of the door, body blurring. Trevor collapsed on the ground, hugging his knees to him as he quaked with fear of the unknown. Fine. They could leave. Everyone did. No one stayed very long when around him. So badly did he want to grab an empty syringe full of air.

Amber unlocked the door, looking rather exhausted, and Lat grabbed her arm, and dragged her out of the infirmary.

OOC why is he complaining about them leaving? He was just shrieking at them!

Kaitlyn walked in with her pet weasel on her head. "Where in hell am I?" She looked arou the infirmary.

Ooc: He's rather fragile right now. He's trying to sort out his screwed up emotions.

Bic: Trevor hid behind the bed, shaking rapidly.

Ooc: good! She's gentle
Bic:Kaitlyn looked around. "Hello? Anyone here." Her weasel (maike) ran around the room.

Trevor stayed very still, trembling in fear.

Maike squeaked and Kaitlyn walked over to see a boy. "On my gods! Are you okay?!" She bent down in front of him and looked him over.
Ooc: so what's goin on for the wedding?

Trevor gasped and cowered away, covering his face. No more. No more hurt.

Ooc: Pm's, yo.

"Please I want to help you!!!" He pleaded and put her hand on his shoulder.
Ooc: ditto!!!!

Trevor yipped and pressed himself against the wall. "No! I don't want your help!"

"But you look upset....please let me help you." She said calmly.

OOC Wait, but I...
Nevermind.
I told you it doesn't take long to forget about me.

Ooc: what????

Ooc: I didn't forget about you---what are you even talking about? Here, do you want Trevor to hobbled after them so he can get his heart broken more? Alright, here.

Bic: Trevor stumbled after Amber and Kat.

"Wait!!" Kaitlyn pleaded and sighed. "Great first day....let's go maike" she left to the lake.

OOC No! That's not what I meant... I just... I'm having a crappy day, OK? You people wouldn't understand.