Natasha missed her little thievery gang in New York. No, they were more then just a gang, they were her family. She honestly didn't know what having a family felt like, but if she did, they would be her family. Those orphans had helped her sabotage many big companies and rob her mother. They were there when rare monster attacks happened. Those children would've died for her if she asked them to... and that was the whole reason she had left them behind. There was no way she would forgive herself if she did let any of those mortals die for her. She didn't want to endanger their lives even though to them it wouldn't look like that. Especially now that she had just walked out on them. If they hated her, she would understand. She hated herself too, she hated both her mother and father. Balynne had chosen a life of drinking and partying over her own child. The big time rapper lied to the public about her own child. If Apollo was as arrogant and just as ignorant as Natasha's mom, she would hate him even more.
But she wouldn't hate her brothers and sisters. She felt they were stuck in the same situation as her and deserved better. Natasha was a little upset to find out she had long lost siblings and knew nothing about them until now. All this time... I had blood brothers and sisters and you didn't tell me? She thought as she walked out of her cabin, looking up at the sun. That was him, that big sun was him and she knew it.All this time... you knew my grandmother passed! And you did absolutely nothing about it. Anger swept across he face but this was a daily routine. She would criticize her father, mentally screaming at him. To her, he was nothing. Godly or not, he didn't have the right to do such a thing.
"The next time Olympus is open for visit expect me to come Apollo. Expect me to come at full force." She marched passed the mess hall and to the music room. It was her sanctuary from now on. No, she wouldn't touch the instruments but bask in the glory of them. Natasha closed her eyes and before she knew it;
Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but can't complete
Listen to the sound from deep within
It's only beginning,
To find release
She paused for a moments before continuing.
Oh,The time has comeFor my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turnedInto your own
All cause you won't
Listen...
She took a deep breath, pouring her heart into the chorus;
Listen,
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried
To say what's on my mind
You should have known
Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I gotta find my own.