Josefina Torriello was a bully. There wasn't any denying it- no point in beating around the bush. She liked picking fights, she liked fighting; she beat people up on a regular basis. But all those fights, all those Roller Derby matches were hand to hand. They were fist fights. No arrows. No swords. No knifes. (Only two times in her entire life had she ever hurt anybody with a knife, and both of those times were out of self defense when she was attacked in an alley-way.) God forbid that she actually ever hurt anybody! Hell, most of the scars on her body weren't even from any kind of fight.
People would get cuts and scrapes and bumps and bruises. Black eyes, bloody noses, maybe a broken/dislocated jaw or a broken/dislocated nose (rarely, a concussion, but she never did that on purpose) when she picked fights with people. She made sure to mess up people's faces, give 'em a black eye and a bloody nose, make 'em eat dirt- just to make sure they knew not to piss her off. But never, EVER did she actually do SERIOUS damage!
In Roller Derby, things were a little different, a little more serious, but that was the name of the game! Black eyes, concussions, sprained ankles, cracked ribs, dislocated noses, jaws, shoulders were all common things! Sometimes somebody would end up with a broken nose, jaw, arm, wrist, ankle, rib -once somebody broke a collarbone- but those kinds of wounds were all to be expected! They'd heal! Sure, they hurt like Hell, but nobody died! Nobody got permanent damage!
The worst wound ever received in a Roller Derby match was a compound fracture in somebody's arm. Oh, God, there was blood everywhere. It made Jo sick to her stomach. The bone was sticking out of the girl's arm and- ugh... It wasn't Jo's fault but she felt terribly guilty over it; didn't sleep for a week out of guilt.
The point is that at school and in Roller Derby, nobody ever got seriously injured. Nobody ever nearly died. Jo made sure of it! Sure, she was a bully, but she wasn't a monster! Should couldn't ever reallyhurt somebody! But when she got to Camp, all that changed; every single fight was life or death! Call somebody a rude name, they jam a sword in your stomach!
And Jo forgot that. Jo forgot that she was at Camp. She forgot that she could get hurt like that. She forgot that she could die. And worse of all, she forgot that there was nobody here who cared enough to drag her sorry [CENSORED] to the infirmary. She forgot that there wasn't anybody there who actually liked her enough to not want to watch her bleed out slowly in the chariot track.
She forgot about that.
Oops.
Only when the boy had whipped out his bow and notched an arrow had she realized her horrible, horrible mistake. And she was so afraid. And she couldn't stop it. And she couldn't take it back. As he pulled back on the arrow, Jo's face tensed, contorting into absolute fear. Fear and regret.
She just wanted to pick a fight. She wanted to get in a fight. Give a black eye, get a black eye. She didn't want to die. Oh, God, please! No! I don't want die!
It was like everything slowed down. And all she could do was watch and wait, and she couldn't move. And she couldn't close her eyes. She couldn't look away as the arrow ripped through the air. It came closer and closer, tearing fabric, forcing it's way into skin- Oh God, there was blood everywhere! Who's blood was that?
Josefina Torriello had never been shot before. She'd been dragged, pulled, beaten, burned, cut, chokes, drowned, even electrocuted (only once, though) but NEVER shot. She didn't know what it would feel like. Part of her was curious.
She was surprised. It didn't feel like anything. She couldn't feel it at all- her brain couldn't process it, that's how bad it hurt. The first arrow made contact with her left shoulder (actually more like her left pectoral muscle than her shoulder) just below her collarbone, and far too close to her lung for comfort- although she didn't know that. She hear bones cracking and crunching, flesh tearing, muscles ripping as the arrow head went through skin, rib, (nicked the collarbone just a touch) muscle, scapula, (God, how far was it gonna go?!), the tip not quite breaking through the scapula bone. (Oh yay, dislocated shoulder AND an arrow. That's fun.) Jo didn't know what was happening. Her vision swam. It went fuzzy, then too clear, then too dark, then too bright, and Oh God she felt sick. She saw red. But it she didn't feel angry... She felt warm... and sort of sticky- what was that?! Food coloring? Tomato juice? Ketchup? Cranberry juice- that must be it. Why was she covered in cranberry juice?
The second arrow wasn't as accurate as the first. It hit lower and much further to the right- embedding itself nicely into Jo's right side. Again, Jo didn't feel it. But she felt the cranberry juice- what the HELL was with all the cranberry juice?! Who even brought cranberry juice?!
But then, she felt it. The split shot. Little metal, shrapnal orbs from Hell embedding themselves into her arm, side, middle, legs, even her face, and that's when she felt it. Like a thousand bees stinging her EVERYWHERE. God, make it stop, please make it stop!
The cranberry juice started leaking from her mouth (how was that even possible?!) and it tasted off- sort of metallic (what the Hell kind of cranberry juice was this?!).
She couldn't move, she couldn't talk, she couldn't see- but she saw the boy. The music boy. But she didn't really see him. No, what she saw was much more terrible.
Her head swam- she couldn't process it all. But she managed to say one thing. The great, terrifying bully Josefina, the feared Bermuda Rose. And what did she say?
"Please don't hurt me anymore..."