Cabin's Courtyard

I walk back to see Heidi, my half-sister, standing alone in the cabin courtyard. She seem kinda sad, so I leave her alone and walk to the cabin.

OOC: Cynder's had to live on the streets because she ran away from her mom who hated her. And then when she got to camp, everyone just hated her. And then her worst enemy at the time (Art) stabbed himself and died right in front of her, and Thanatos (Cynder's dad) had to intervene to keep her from going crazy. Then Rafael made her upset by accidentally bringing the stupid dead body to her, so cynder ran off to near Thalia's tree, where a son of Mania drove her insane. She was insane until a different son of Mania helped her. Then, it somehow ended up that Rafael liked Cynder and she secretly liked him too, but he accidentally put her in a coma and they hate each other again. And now Cynder hates Heidi even more than she hates Raf!

Isn't it such a happy story? Probably the saddest part is that Cynder thinks she's evil now that she's seen death firsthand. How could something so violent and sad ever be good?

(DUN DUN DUNNNN)

ooC: She has a piont there.

OCC: I have a question. Why does she hate Heidi? I mean i get being mad about the fire - but idk i don't think thats why. Random fact: At the age of 10 Heidi was found in an alley, tied up with a black eye and a bloody nose and a few cracked ribs. A loan shark beat up her because her dad refused to give the moeny when they threatened to hurt his daughter. His money was mroe to him than his own daughter who tried to please him.

OOC: She hates Heidi because
1) Cynder hates fire
2) Heidi set her on fire
3) Heidi keeps trying to understand her
4) Cynder doesn't like it when people try to sympathize

OOC: it seems like shes kind of mad because she doesn't want Heidi to know how she feels like its a weakness. hehe ima post in her cabin.

I walked out of my cabin. Maybe if I ignored Heidi she would go away.

I walked into the courtyard. I still felt disoriented, so I went into my cabin.

I caught up with her, grabbed her by the shoulder, turned her aaround. "Shut the hades up! I'm tired of your crap. Listen to me! Its not an option." I shrieked. Jeesh this girl had probably been through some stuff but she was getting on my last nerve.

I followed her and grabbed her wrist, not letting go. "Youre going to listen to me. Its not for me or you,. It for both of us. Are you coming willingly? Or do i have to follow you to the room. You know the Art room?" I said holding a firm grip on her.

I didn't stop her when she went. What had I said?I stood there for a second and had a random flashback. I was begging my dad to stay. He looked me in the eyes and said stop it. I did and called I love you. He told me that was great. The force andunexpectedness of the memory made me get dizzy, then black out right into the water fountain why I lay unable to breath.

I walk out of my cabin to see Hiedi passed out in the fountain not breathing. I run over to her and start shaking her yelling "Hiedi! Wake up! Don't die!" 'Please don't be dead' I think, over and over, because she is my half-sister, and I don't want my half-sister to be dead. I keep on shaking her, hoping she will wake up.

I say nothing. I am floating. I can observe what happens. But i'm not really here. Am I dead? It doesn't feel like it. It feels like... nothing. I feel uncomftorable. I heard someone calling my name. But I didn't do anything. I wasn't in control...

"Uh, DUH! I KNOW SHE IS ASLEEP! HOW DUMB DO YOU THINK I AM?" I realize I am crying, again, and I look away from the person I am talking to. "She can't breath," I say quietly. Now that I start crying, I can't stop. I'm not going to hold my tears in any longer, I decide.

I walked out of my cabin and saw someone crying and Heidi in the fountain, unconcious. I ran over there. "What happened?"

Ugh. Just great. Heidi was still here. I left before she could wake up.

I smiled. Well i did not me but my floating self. my not here self. It was going ot end soon. Maybe it'd be nice in heaven I waited as I saw my half sister started crying. She was the only one who would miss me...

"She passed out!" I say, still sobbing. "She can't breath!" I feel miserable, helpless. Like I can't do anything.

I felt bad and mad for a minute.
I felt bad because I was making Azula cry.
I was mad because I could never tell Cynder what I wanted to tell her.
I flinched then. Well my body self. My chest was heaving. Huh. It looked creepy!

"She's drowning! When she fell in the fountain she must have breathed in some water!"
Ahhhh! I had to do something... I concentrated on the water in her lungs. I had to make it get out somehow. "Sorry Heidi this might hurt..." I made the water go back up her windpipe, and it shot out of her nose. Eugh, gross... But hopefully she wouldn't drown now.

I flinched, but still couldn't seem to breath. I tried. What the heck? I was brought back into my body and my eyes popped open. I still couldn't seem to breath. I looked at Rachel with pleading eyes. What was I [pleading for?

"Why isn't she breathing yet? There's no more water in her!" Ahhhh!!!!