Cabin's Courtyard

"Oh it's okay..."
"Uhhh, Hiamon, sir."

I shook his hand and started sweating.
"Uhhh, Hiamon???" I asked.
"Yea?" I said. "It must be a hot day." I was usually shy and was trying to be mature and stuff, ehhh it's probably not working these days.
"It's winter, new year's day."

"Coffee??" I muttered and stopped sweating.
"I like coffee creamers." I muttered to myself.
OOC: My charries are in a relm of over reacting.

"Eh, nothing just black."

"Oh." That sent a chill down my back, all the possible nightmares that he might come up with.

"Weird I know... and what about that snail?" I looked directly at the ground looking for the snail., everything seems to be weird after the commotion, Cynder thinking of commiting suicide, Ira being kinda nice, (I'm not saying it as weird and awkward) and awkward silences.
I dance around the cracked fountain thinking about coffee.
I stared at Hiamon and yeah, Hiamon thinking about coffee.
"Hey why not go to the Mess Hall and go get yourself some coffee will you?" I asked him and pointed to the Mess Hall, I wonder if it was open.

I stop running when Lucia starts to yell at my face. I had been crying while i was running. Under my eyes was heavy. I looked down at the ground. I didn't have anything to say.

"Oh." I muttered.

"Ummm, what are you gonna name it, her, or he?" That was awkward for me to say.

"I didn't attack the snail you party pooper! I attacked you!" I say and make air quotes when I say attacked. "And the cute little snail is now covered in new years spirit!" I point out.

I tear runs down my cheek and a say in a softer tone, "Ev, I'm sorry, I know this must hurt, but, there were so many people there! how could I have seen you?" I set the moon lace down and put a hand on his shoulder.


OOC: omg, so I decided to read ever post we ever did of Lucia and Ev together and I'm on the verge of crying!

"Oh it's okay, it's kinda like your nature."

I hug her. I didn't want to make her cry. Why was life so stupid? Why did stuff have to happen?

"Ya. Sprita you still hurt the poor snail! " I yell over to her, then focus back on Gabrielle. "Sorry, but she's lucky i didnt slice her up into snail sized peices when she attacked the poor, defenseless snail. I'm sorry snail" I say, putting it down on the ground.

I stared at the snail, just moving slowly on the ground.

I walked into the courtayrd, only to see a couple awkward couple-conversations. Why did I walk in on the same people all the time? How embarrassing... Wait a second was that a satyr dancing around the fountain? Weird.

I got to the courtyard and saw Cynder. I needed to talk to her, so I walked over to where she was- right outside her cabin. "Do you still feel sad?"

"Uh... yeah... I guess..."
"I realized something about you a little while ago."
"...what?..."
"You take emotions to extremes."
"...what do you mean?"
"If someone makes you mad, you attack them. If something makes you happy, you're hyper. If something makes you sad.... you're depressed. And your depression is making everyone sad, even if they don't like you very much. Snap out of it."
"How am I supposed to do that? Magically forget everything?"
"No... maybe you could just find some middle emotion or something... like a balance."
"Like pretend I'm not upset?"
"Not quite... maybe you just need to vent your feelings."
"People tend to get hurt when I do that. Or I kill all the grass."
"Well... maybe you should do that."
"Killing the grass makes people mad."